Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Fathomlist: Impossible to see.

What is Writing?

Is it sharing your emotions?

Is it something you do to express who you are in Public?

Is it a problem spoken on a page?

Is it a feeling set free?

Why Write? Why Speak? Why talk? Why Breath?

It flows with happiness.

It's something that gets scattered across a face.
It's joy, and Fun It's something made for Me.


Thanks from inside.
Thanks from my heart.
Thanks for the faith that scattered a bright light from up above.
Denial wasn't an option
It was knowing that Life wasn't a mess.
An Unwilling lie,
from the beating in my chest.
And then,
Everything began again.
It was my life.

Just Making it Clear

You've inspired me.
You always seemed real cool.
You started to darken my sky with gray clouds and no light.
You make it clear who is your favorite.
You talk about giving a chance,
but you know,
Why don't you give us a chance?
I try to do my best,
but you always seem to put me down.
I try to be nice all the time but your remarks after,
are rude and unkind.
The one's that shouldn't be, are.
Do we not make your cut?
Do you think we are better then you?
I don't think I am.
I never feel like I belong
I'm a little glad Its gonna be over and I don't have to put up anymore.
It's just time to be fair.
I thought if I could write this down, then I would feel better.
I thought if i told you this, then it would be clearer.
If you understand, if you don't, its okay.
Don't try to change everything about me,
Like you are.
I'm not doing that to you.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009


I still live life, but theres always a time where I have to fight for myself.
I ask everyday for him to be him again.
I'm still curious...
Will it ever happen again?
I've never felt the way I've felt before,
untill something feels dead.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

how are you?..
Alot better now that your here...

Its amazing how litttle tiny compliments make your whole dayy magical.
Even though its only saying a little.. it cheers me up just cuz...
=P no one will ever know whyy=]

Wednesday, April 15, 2009


You shelter me... I don't know why.
Who will shelter you?
Thats what makes me cry.

* Im not sure what to add on to this one... =}

Saturday, April 11, 2009

To: You Love: Me

The wake of your eyes,

The tears I have cried,

The smiles and journeys of our lives.

The games that we've played,

The jokes we have made

Simply satisfies my days.

The yearn that's inside,

My heart just dies.

The smiles and laughter from the past years collide.

The breath that I take screams your name.

The things you have done,

Make me love you even more then a forest could love the sun.

Thursday, April 2, 2009


90 miles away.. 90 miles to stay..

Was it the way you said my name,
Or the faith you molded with clay.

The hand you reached out at me for, customized my days

But when You left, it all faded away.

Its so hard to tell you...

I'm such a bad friend,
I blame it all on myself.
Your bad reputation,
Your Hypocritical Statements.
The bad things you do, Are like a lie that I want to burn.
The things you do aren't right, and maybe one day, you might realize.
I can't be a friend to a person not looking for a new light.
It's my fault,
But you get so mad. My emotions are tight in my head.
You don't understand what you do,
When you know actions speak louder than words,
One day look at yourself,
So You will find a New You.