Why is it Never Enough Just To Live Inpeace. Why won'tIt getBetterin every pacing Day. It's Now that We Pull andHATE. But WereNeverSatisfied With the outlook of Our Day. I'mwaitingNow for aSmileTo Comeappear Upon HisFace. They've allhadTheir AmazingExperience before... But,willIt ever get toMe, Before It's to Late?
Thanks from inside. Thanks from my heart. Thanks for the faith that scattered a bright light from up above. Denial wasn't an option It was knowing that Life wasn't a mess. An Unwilling lie, from the beating in my chest. And then, Everything began again. It was my life.
You've inspired me. You always seemed real cool. You started to darken my sky with gray clouds and no light. You make it clear who is your favorite. You talk about giving a chance, but you know, Why don't you give us a chance? I try to do my best, but you always seem to put me down. I try to be nice all the time but your remarks after, are rude and unkind. The one's that shouldn't be, are. Do we not make your cut? Do you think we are better then you? I don't think I am. I never feel like I belong I'm a little glad Its gonna be over and I don't have to put up anymore. It's just time to be fair. I thought if I could write this down, then I would feel better. I thought if i told you this, then it would be clearer. If you understand, if you don't, its okay. Don't try to change everything about me, Like you are. I'm not doing that to you.
I still live life, but theres always a time where I have to fight for myself. I ask everyday for him to be him again. I'm still curious... Will it ever happen again? I've never felt the way I've felt before, untill something feels dead.